choo choo train!

Harini my train of thoughts macam keretapi! Bermula dengan perasaan loya

-jangan muntah..no no...tahan..control..maintain!
-uu..toilet here i come!
-nak buka puasa tak?
-itineri company dinner?uwekk..nak muntah!
-kenapa speech obama adalah kontroversi?bodoh kut org amerika ni.tanak kasi budak2 dia pi sekolah
-banyak sgt binatang kat farmville ni.semak aaa!
-nak beli vila ke?ish kene tunggu level 25
-budus la sorority life ni. kenape takde energy pack mcm mafia wars???????leceh nak level up
-pegi bayar bil astro and bil api la
-beli roti..hmm..asam pun sedap!
-puasa kantoi hari ke-dua!
-ah..belog tak update.
-siot peah makan ayam golek kerinchi
-uuuu...kari kepala ikan pun sedap
-bile nak pukul 5 ni????
-dem jime..celen yang tak adil!dah tau aku tak pose nak lawan sape pose full!nak sate yehhh...
-nasi ayam chee meng!
-ayam golek kerinchi..
-rasa cam nak tergolek pastu terus tido!
-environmental quoteslah..motto laa...sendiri buat la!
-uik..nak muntah!asam!asam!

tu je yang aku ingat. Ikutkan hati nak je update twitter setiap kali fikiran berubah. Tapi nnt mesti ada yang sumpah aku sbb flood twitter nya. Jadi aku jadi orang gila dan update belog untuk kali ke-3 hari ini!

*kenape bila aku buyung aku rajin belog?*

My Remedy

Asam kulit limau! The bitterness and sourness is just nice to curb my nauseousness. Normal asam masin might sting my stomach. This is just nice.

My cousin likes the new Starbucks grapefruit and cranberry Juice. Guess sour alone won't do the trick anymore.

I wonder if ayam golek kerinchi will do the trick or not...

*tak baik buat mak buyung mengidam tau!*

Week 7 already?

"Congratulations! Your estimated due date is Sunday, May 02, 2010, which means you're in week 7 of your pregnancy."

Went to http://www.whattoexpect.com and got my due date calculated. Week 7? Wow..so fast. I haven't even made my doctor's appointment yet. Was thinking of going after raya and trying my very best to fast for the entire of Ramadhan..but sadly, semalam dah kantoi sehari! *makan McDonalds!!hahah!*

Right now, most of the time I'm feeling very nauseous. Although I have yet to throw up like I did the first time (morning and night weyh!!), but I think it's going to happen soon (if it doesn't even better!) But this nauseousness..ya Allah..sabar je la.

The bad news is, I have developed rashes on both arms, belly and both thighs. Went to a GP and said it's kinda weird that I'm developing rashes now since I'm at my early stage of pregnancy. Because rashes would normally develop at the later stages. So the doctor assumes that it's not because of the baby. It has been known for me to develop rashes everytime I'm stressed and ever since I lost my first child, rashes keeps on coming. It could also be due to my hormonal imbalance. So I took primrose oil to balance out my hormones and alhamdulillah, my rashes subsided. But since I am pregnant now, it is not advisable for me to continue my primrose oil intake, not until my 34th week (it's rumoured to help prepare for labor) More about primrose oil and pregnancy here. So as a mitigating action, the doctor prescribed me with piriton (but best to consult your doctor about it). But me being me, I am not training myself to depend so much on piriton (I barely eat panadol..) Jadi menggaru macam beruk laa aku! Plus I am a bit skeptical when taking any chemical substance unless its absolutely unbearable!

So back to my obgyn, still haven't fully confirmed on which one to go to yet, but I have an idea. Not going back to the previous hospital not because they're no good, but too many memories of Arwah there. Kind of torture if I do go back there.

I hope everything goes well this time. Need to keep my stress level down low (good luck with that!) But funny thing is..I seem to be sooooo rajin memasak nowadays. Suami sangat suka..saya sangat pelik..hehe!

Will update after my first doctor's visit.

*we're hoping for twins...hehehe!*

secrets???

Tengah malas nak update secara rajin. Ni update malas tapi sedikit rajin..

*anies..nak ayam golek kerinchi!*..ceis..takde kene mengena...

30 secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what..

[One] Who was your last text from?
scott russell..he's in town

[ Two ] Where was your default picture taken?
rasa kat starbucks kut..rafiqa amik pakai henpon.

[ Three ] Are you bored with life at times?
bored?tah..frust tu ade la kadang-kadang

[ Four ] Your current status?
happily married..and expecting!! :)

[ Five ] What is your current mood?
lapar, sedikit loya dan sangat dahaga..(mak buyung bercita-cita nak pose penuh tahun ni!)

[ Six ] Where do you stay?
ara damansara

[ Seven ] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
nak..would've tried to do better in my SPM trials and get that scholarship!!*sigh*

[ Eight ] What's your favorite color/s?
pink, yellow, white...and pastel green

[ Nine ] Ever had a near death experience?
Yes..when I got snatched a few years ago.

[ Ten ] Something you do a lot?
Watch TV

[ Eleven ] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
Suami

[ Twelve ] Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Cik Zurina!

[ Thirteen ] If you could have one super power what would it be?
nak power mcm si Jumper tu. Anywhere, anytime bebeh!!Pegi holiday memane tapi balik rumah tido!best gile!

[ Fourteen ] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Must be the smile la. But can I say vibes? Am sometimes pretty good at recognizing someone's vibes..

[ Fifteen ] Favorite season?
Holiday! HARI RAYA!!!!!!!

[ Sixteen ] Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
I'm big little kid...you think?

[ Seventeen ] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Saya puasa.........but i wish i was eating ayam golek kerinchi..*demla..total rebiu berjaya!*

[ Eighteen ] Do you speak any other language?
Malay count?

[ Nineteen ] Describe your life in one word.
Interesting

[ Twenty ] Do you have any tattoos?
Ada..kat peha..owh wait. Tu tanda lahir!hahahaha!

[ Twenty-one ] Who was the last person you hung out with?
Suami la

[ Twenty-two ] What are you thinking about right now?
Ayam golek kerinchi..and should I go throw up or not right now..*uh-oh...morning sickness starting??*

[ Twenty- three ] What should you be doing?
Working.

[ Twenty-four ] Who was the last person that made you sad/angry?
Not person, but a video on Kelsey Briggs - the little girl that got killed by her stepfather and I personally think the mother too!

[ Twenty-five ] What are you listening to?
fly.fm

[ Twenty-six ] Do you like working in the yard?
If I could..I do...

[ Twenty-seven ] Who is with you?
Colleague.

[ Twenty-eight ] Do you act different around the person you like?
Sama jek kot

[ Twenty-nine ] What is your natural hair colour?
Dark brownish

[ Thirty ] Last time you were really happy.
Lepas main paintball.

Tak macam secret pun. Esok saya tak kije!!yeah yeah yeah!!

Positive..Negative

One line means negative.
Two lines means positive.

Yes ppl..its positive! Mak buyung is back!!

yum yum..

Harini aku rasa aku puasa macam budak sekolah! Perasaan mengantok, lapar dan segala pada tahap yang over.

Aku tak balik awal macam orang kat kompeni lain bulan puasa ni. Pukul 5 jugak baru boleh blah. So time lunch break tadi..aku telah pegi ke post office untuk hantar kad-kad raya yang telah aku janjikan kat entry aku sebelum ni. Pastu jalan-jalan la sikit kat Giant ingat nak usha kad raya...gile susah nak cari kad raya dowh...ingat kan nak carik yang kartun-kartun untuk hantar kat anak sedara aku. Takpela..weekend ni aku pi usha..

Opst..balik Perlis laa pulak wiken ni...uish..param Stadium kat Perlis...hadoih!!! Dugaan puasa budak sekolah harini maksimum!! OK..pikir bende lain. Suami cakap balik Perlis ni nak pegi usha helmet untuk Scrambler kesayangan aku tu and usha mask paintball..hehehe! Best! Takdela sangap sangat jalan-jalan kat Padang Besar tu.

Balik dari lunch break tadi, ofismate cakap dia lapar..teringin makan sardin...shaite!!sekarang aku dok terbayang-bayang sardin! Dengan telur masak kicap, pastu tauhu telur goreng taruk oyster sos, sambal belacan pastu agak-agak rajin buat mix vege..dem! *telan air liur*Set..esok aku dah ade menu nak masak ape. Harini buka kat rumah mentua...heheh!

Lost Art: Snail Mail

One of my favorite moments when I was in boarding school before was the letters I used to receive. Either from my pen-pal (a subtle way of saying boys..:P) or even from my parents who'd send me a postcard from wherever they are or sometimes just a letter to say hello (and send me money of course..:P) Back in the days, we didn't have the convenience of a handphone or email or even facebook.

But I like the old ways...I love reading hand-written letters addressed to me (although sometimes I could barely understand what my dad scribbles on his postcards..His smses are no better..:P) In fact ALL my friends used to enjoy the letters I received from this particular boy who would write to me once a week..pages and pages long..Nothing beats the personalization of the letter..he would sometimes be very creative and cut out letters from the magazine to spell my name out or sometime when he's REALLY in the mood, the whole letter would be done that way.

Hand made cards, pictures, little trinkets in the envelope...I miss receiving those. It was also sort of like a tradition for my school girls to send notes to each other telling of their daily activities or whatever it is they wish to share.

I feel with the new technologies nowadays, letter writing will soon be a lost art. Even blogging is killing another art actually, journal writing. I used to keep one which I hand-write..but that will be another story.

So in my effort in preserving this art, since it's Ramadhan now, I am motivated to send a PROPER Hari Raya card to all of my friends this year.. VIA SNAIL MAIL! And I don't care if you live next door to me. I'm making that effort. But I will need your help..please email me your addresses so that I can do so or send me a message in Facebook.

With handphones nowadays we don't bother to keep friend's home addresses anymore.

And this invitation does not only stop at my friends. Anyone who comes across this post can email me their addresses to nsyahira@gmail.com

And if you feel the way that I do, why don't you take baby steps and send a card to your parents or bestfriend this year instead of those impersonal smses that we do that jammed up the phone lines every eve of holidays.

So come on...what are you waiting for! Send me those addresses!!

*Wouldn't it be nice to receive a PROPER PERSONALIZED letter in your mailbox instead of just bills??*

Update!

This is how serious I am. Ni kad raya untuk Jime sbb dia request nak kad handmade walaupun aku cakap kualiti budak tadika..hahaha!Jime..esok aku pos!!!!