Tag oleh En. Buih

En. Buih telah tag aku. Sebab dia belum balas komen yang aku tinggalkan kat blog dia, maka aku assume dia tag aku sbb dia bising aku dah jarang update blog aku. Mungkin ini cara dia nak motivate aku update blog. *Peah..tangan aku still sampai keyboard ok!*

Ayuh..kita teruskan dgn tag ini..*byk lagi keje nak buat tapi layan sudah!*

1. Senaraikan 10 perkara ttg org yg tag kamu

i. Dah kenal agak lama..dah nak masuk 10 tahun aku kenal kau Peah..since aku kat Asasi..

ii. Dahulu kala dia merupakan teman hora-horey. Gerakan besar-besaran selalu dijalankan bersama-sama dengan bebudak Subang yang lain. Merata kami pergi..melihat bapuk di Jalan Haji Taib, mencari hantu di Kenny Hills, melepak di Naili's Sentul, bergaduh di 14 PJ, main futsal (walaupun aku hanya berfungsi sebagai cheerleader), Planet Hollywood celebrate bday sapetah, HRC celebrate Bday aku!(time tu zaman miskin..tah mcm mane bleh celebrate tempat mahal..) but most of the time melepak merata di Subang Jaya.

iii. Peah..you took me out to Lake Club and HRC once. I requested lagu 'Creep-Radiohead' for you kat HRC..but you have forgotten..penat aku berlaku sweet utk kau..tapi kau lupa. :(

iv. Sangat BEST untuk di hug..

v. Dulu dia iras Winnie the Pooh..sekarang dah upgrade jadi Po..tapi azamnya tahun depan hendak SEHEBAT Po pulak...kesimpulannya dia SANGAT comel.

Gambar dicuri dari blog En. Buih

vi. Budak Subang yang belajar kat Koleq

vii. Teman blog dan chatting aku yang regular sekarang since dah jarang lepak di 15 seperti dulu.

viii. Suaranya lunak..gaya2 penyanyi Creed+Pearl Jam..aku ada sampel lagunya dalam playlist aku tapi tak reti nak attach kat sini.

ix. Suka bermain futsal bersama rakan2 Subangnya yang lain.

x. He's a great friend and was there in some very trying moments of my life. Always able to make me smile and laugh. Ai laf yuh Peah! *hugs*


2. Tuliskan novel kegemaran kamu
Belasah je pape novel yang aku rasa best nak baca. Suke baca novel yang ala-ala diari..biasa la..penyebok!heheh! But lately ni banyak suke buku2 from Paulo Coelho and Mitch Albom.

3. Listkan 5 bende yang kamu sayang
susah ni..aku tak banyak harta.. since orang bukan bende tapi aku cuba..
a) Jam kahwin aku
b) Cincin kahwin aku
c) Henpon shake shake aku tu..
d) Kasut Crocs aku yang tak lama lagi akan di condemn Peah coz it's SO 2008! dem yuh peah!
e) Blog ini.

4. Who I want to tag
Anies, Sapik dan Hajime!

Awal Muharram..

Aku tau aku loser sebab selalu bekerja pada hari Sabtu..tapi ini adalah BAPAK segala LOSER..I'm working on AWAL MUHARRAM! Siap accept customer dtg audit today lagi..

Pepagi dah kene bambu ngan boss apsal accept audit on a Public Holiday..Dah ko suruh aku keje on Public Holiday..aku buat la keje seperti aku tidak Public Holiday!..aku hangin..

Tapi bestnya dtg keje arini...takde jem. Kalo hari2 pegi keje macam harini..saya boleh gembira.

*sebenarnya sangat keciwa..at least hari Sabtu aku keje Half-day..ni FULL-DAY ok...sob..sob..*

Pastu..I am in my 24th week this week. Had a scare over the weekend. But it turned out to be just an infection. But still a scare..Anak aku terlampau active..berpusing sana-sini..bila di scan dia tendang scanner..gangster..mcm bapak dia..*mak dia samseng-tak-jadi je ok..*

But kaki dan tangan sudah mula membengkak. Water retention. Sakit dan berbisa bila cuba digerakkan. Tak boleh berdiri lama2 sbb kaki kan bengkak dgn lebih teruk. Sabar Sasha..Sabar..pejam celik dia dah nak keluar dah ni..Orang cakap tak lama lagi..satu badan termasuk muka2 sekali akan membengkak..sigh..Sapa cakap pregnant woman cantik..buta agaknya..

Saya confirm kelihatan seperti mak buyung. Jalan pun dah macam itik *Shafik! Don't start quacking ok!* Kalau sebelum mengandung pun kurang suka bergambar..inikan pula dalam keadaan yang sebegini...kalo aku amik pun aku simpan utk ugut anak aku cakap "Look how ugly you made me.."hehe..mungkin tidak juga...depends on how well-behaved my child willbe.

Shit..this Saturday pun aku kene keje???WTF...

Demla..kalo camni..azam tahun baru aku is to find a job that has a 5-working day policy or less and SEMUA public holiday yang terbabit adalah as what it is..a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

*jadi housewife je laa..hari2 bekerja tetapi seperti bercuti..*

Whose Line Is It Anyway - Irish Drinking Song - Wrong Name

If you're a fan of this show, you'd prolly know how the show goes. This clip made me laugh til I cried..Muka Ryan cam celaka je tak bersalah! haha..Enjoy!



*aktiviti di Starbucks Alamanda sementara menunggu suami abis main beskal dgn rakan2 nya..*

Article Yang Menyebabkan..

hahahah..I dunno what to say about this..it speaks for itself..


*update pantas sbb bosan and dah lama tak update blog..kenapa saya bekerja pada hari ini dan esok?sbb saya loser tak amik cuti....*

Paranoid Suami..

Suami doesn't read my blog. To him Facebook makes more sense like his MobWars (his current fix..dulu Fighters Club) But I made him read the post I wrote about En. Sabri. He thought it was funny. But he also became very paranoid..

Now anytime he says something funny or does something silly/embarassing (which is often..:P) after he's had his dose of 'manja' from me..he will always say "Baby please jangan tulis pasal benda ni dalam blog you.." hehehe..tau cuak!hehehe!

Never knew blogging could give me such power....mwahahahahah!*gelak evil*

But I won't misuse my power. Will only reserve it for stories I feel I want to share with you people..Or when I think he has misbehaved..hehe...I love you baby!:P

*dia tak tau my blog traffic bukan la gempak pun...kenape nak takut..tu la..sape suruh tak baca blog bini! :P*

Only for My Puan S

My dear Sophie,

I know it was very traumatizing for you as per what happened to you on Monday and I feel partially at fault since it was my idea for us to get-together in Bangsar that day.

But my dear, I'm glad that you're ok. Please remember that's what's most important. It will take some time for you to get back on your feet but please my dear..don't let it take over yourself ok? I've been through the same scenario and I admit memula paranoid jugak nak jalan sorang-sorang. But take your time and try slowly. It will all be okay..insya-allah..

And remember that every cloud has a silver lining..perhaps it's a blessing in disguise. Maybe none of us can see why did this happened to you and there is no way anything good would come out of it..but insya allah..ada la tu nanti.

You take care ok and remember that all of us are here for you anytime you need us. You know where to find us.

Love you!
Sasha

*Sophie got snatched in Lucky Garden last Monday. Her full story at Ida's blog (click here). She's ok but kinda shaken by the whole experience. I hope she feels better soon. To everyone else, please be careful with your belongings especially if you're travelling alone. It's desperate times now..ppl do desperate things and sad to say any of us could be the victim. Always..ALWAYS remember that your life is more important than your bag or belongings ok? Be careful everyone!*
*teringat my own experience..I am VERY glad I'm still alive...*

What Kids Today Are Missing Out..

Was reading Elsa's blog about how kids nowadays are spoilt..but mainly because of the parents for giving in to the kid's whims and demands..I have to agree with Elsa. When we were kids..generally we didn't have it easy.

Was hanging out with a couple of friends yesterday and reminiscing time kecik2 dulu. The games we used to play..Selipar 3, Police & Thief (Police & Thief..1,2 jaga..Polis mati pencuri jaga!) Teng-teng, Kad tepuk, Bola chap..sigh..it was sooo much fun! And it kinda made us all wonder how did we manage to coordinate soo many people without handphones..

"Wey..esok kita kumpul kol 5..Sape lambat jadi polis!"

Time tu takde sape nak jadi polis..sbb tak bole nak ngelak..menjadi org yang kene kejar orang..gile tak best..pastu bile dah nak tangkap je Pencuri..ngam2 dia cakap "Chup twit!" Pastu selamber dia gi safekan member2 dia yang aku dah kurung dalam bulatan yang di lukis kat atas tanah...Penat tau!

Kalau main selipar 3..pakai selipar Bata yang kaler Biru tu. Pastu utk piramid pakai selipar Tat Sing sbb keras. Kalo selipar Tat Sing dipakai untuk lempar kat orang..nescaya mencari nahas!

"Wey! Jangan baling atas pinggang! Lagi tinggi dari pinggang tak kira mati!!" pastu lari bertempiaran...

Tu permainan co-ed..kalo perempuan bersama perempuan..kami suka main Zero Point..Jaguh lompat tinggi kami semua time tu ok..tapi benci bile budak laki datang kaco sbb nak curi getah kitorg utk diorg main permainan getah mereka *ada sedikit unsur judi di situ!haha!*

Tapi yang aku paling ingat..main Kad Tepuk dgn abang aku...selalu kene tipu..sbb saya tak pandai tepuk satu tangan..kesian tangan gebu ni merah2 tepuk lantai tapi kad tak terbalik jugak. Abang siap kasi can.."Takpe dik..ko tepuk pakai 2 tangan..aku kasi can..aku tepuk satu tangan je ok" Cis! Dia berani aaa cakap cemtu...hustler!Tiga suku collection kad tepuk dia berasal dari duit poket aku beli kad tepuk dari mamak jual roti petang2..sbb aku selalu kalah..tapi duit aku banyak..Pandai abang aku manipulate aku...

Bebudak arini..main PSP, PS2, PS3 dan segala jenis video game..langsung tak explore keindahan dunia..dan sangat teruk dalam time management...

Anak aku nanti camne? Aku nak jugak dia rasa apa yang aku rasa..tapi ade geng ke dia nak main game2 yang aku dok main masa aku kecik2 dulu? Silap2 haribulan..geng2 dia sume kengkawan aku yang tak sedar diri dah tua tapi perangai cam budak kecik...

Aku dah boleh bayangkan..leader of the pack main galah panjang...suami ku yang tercinta....

*Best kan dolu-dolu?Meriah je lari sana sini...sigh..*

Kerja Di Hari Sabtu

Entahla nak cakap apa. Aku rasa kompeni aku ni buat rugi duit je suruh aku keje ari Sabtu. Bukan buat keje pun. Mengulat!

Dari pagi aku dok melayan Pet Society kat fesbuk. Komputer ofis laju! Jadi aku telah berjaya memenangi beberapa race di Pet Society!hahaha! *ni salah Puan S la menyebabkan aku terjebak dengan gejala Pet Society ni!*

Nak blog..arini takde ilham. Cuma tengah malam semalam adalah 'segelintir' member aku yang terasa dgn post aku sebelum ni lalu gi call aku ajak pi minum kopi.
AKU KEJE AA ARI SABTU! jadi tido awal! mcm sengaja je nak rub it in..sedih aku!:P

Sebenarnya tido awal sbb dah bosan. Tak tau nak buat apa. tgk TV..dah boring. Nak tgk DVD, takde mood..nak main Pet Society..laptop aku lembab macam anak haram..jadi tido la.

Arini kat ofis pun bosan. Gosip menarik ada..tapi sumber tersekat! Jauh tau sumber aku! Nuuuun di the downunder land!haha! Ko mmg terer aaa beeps..dah duduk kat benua lain pun ko masih boleh keep track gosip berlaku di Kuala Lumpur. Aku yang di Kuala Lumpur ni pun hampas...Tapi mmg dari dulu lagi aku bukan sumber gosip yang bagus. Tapi sebab aku dikelilingi oleh BANYAK 'wartawan CNN' jadi aku pun in-the-know la jugak. heheh!

Tapi bab2 gosip ni..maaf..saya tak publish di blog. Gosip adalah bahan untuk YM dan sumber sembang bersama rakan2 yang rapat. Personal maaaa....

Beeps ajak aku ke Sydney buat sesi 'hancur baldi'..aler beb..kalo Sydney tu mcm balik Kuantan..dah lama dah aku sampai. Aku takde mood 'hancur baldi' lagi..tapi mood sampingan seperti 'imbasan masa lampau berkenaan aksi2 terlampau' ade jugak!hahahaha! Sambil ber'naga' kan? ish..rindula kau!

Dah kawin ni, aktiviti kurang variety. Atau mungkin dah been-there-done-that. Nothing seems to strike my interest sangat. Or maybe my baby is making me a bit anti-social. I am SO lazy to go out at night except to go find dinner. I dunno..hibernating pun dah agak bosan juga. Feeling soo lethargic actually. Maybe coz I've been sleeping too much during my holiday..it's making me feel sangat lembab!

Back in Uni days..there were days when I did get bored. But mostly due to the fact that I was broke and unable to go anywhere but stay in my room. But there was always something to do or something going on. If i were to have the benefits that I have today (money, internet, car) I'd prolly wish for more time in the world. Now..I just wish for something interesting to do.

That reminds me..I need to shop for clothes..I can barely fit into the stuffs I have now.But I am soooo lah lazy to go shopping! Like that oso can??? Dulu takde duit pun nak shopping..skarang ada duit and KENE shopping pun tanak shopping...what have I turned into??????

Sebetulnya..takde geng shopping. Dulu kengkawan hantu shopping..takde duit so aku pun window shopping je la. Tapi bagusnya window shopping ni..membuatkan aku set target...apa barang aku mau beli..coz I'm the kind of shopper who goes into the shop..get what I want and leave..I dun like browsing thru stuffs..I let my gurlfrens do that..*sigh..missing the good 'ol days*

Ok..my takde idea post has become soo long winded!hahaha!the voice inside my head suddenly has so much to talk about. Been a while since i've let the voice in my head be heard. But i shall stop. Til I have something better to post..chalo!

*still haven't done a post on shoes I own..hahah!malas nak amik gambar..plus it'll show just how un-ladylike I am...:P I have lesser shoes than peah and shafik (ye ke?mungkin aa)!how pathetic can i be?hahahah!*

Mari Kita Renungkan

A few things yang aku notice lately..

1. Kenape banyak teman2 aku suke update blog time keje?

2. Dah la tu..at the same time kami ber YM bersama-sama...tak cukup YM..kat comment box dah macam chatting..

3. Kalau tak online..sms rindu dihantar..

4. Tapi berjumpa untuk minum kopi...jarang sekali

Wey..kenape kita cyberworld sgt ni weyh?

Sape terasa sile respond!

*aku masih menunggu donut aku!

Sebab Aku Bosan

Tag daripada Ustad Hajime.

Walaupun dia tak directly tag aku..tapi sebab aku buhsan kerana sudah banyak kerja di ofis yang aku dah buat, plus dah lama aku tak update blog, Nah! and also sbb "HAJIME!!MANA KAU?LAMA TAK YM nehhhh!!!huhuhu!"

Rule 1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule 2
Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tag by continuing this game by sending it to other people.


1. Do you have secrets?
Victoria's Secret!haha..ada..mestila ada secret..

2. Would you fall in love with a guy/gurl younger than you?
ini untuk rujukan masa lampau ok..why not..as long as he shows enough maturity. kadang2 laki lagi tua pun ada gak tapi tak matured..ape kes?

3. Do you enjoy going to college?
soo much that i tried to stay as long as i can!haha! 7 1/2years bebeh!

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
50% simpan savings and invest, 50% lagi travel ke merata dunia, shopping dan sedikit untuk open table untuk kawan2 kat Fatty Crab - kedekut kan aku terhadap kawan2..pedulik hape. Dari ada kawan cakap nak belanje donut tapi sampai sekarang lobang donut pun aku tak nampak!hahah! Cepat!sape yang makan cili cepat terasa!!!

5. Will you fall in love with your friend?
He was my friend before he became my bf-->hubby now..:)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved...and loving that person who is loving me too!hehe!

7. List 5 current favourite songs:(for now)
Aku Bukan Untukmu - Lah and Zaf of VE
What a Difference a Day Makes - Jamie Cullum
Officially Missing You (remix) - Tamia feat. Talib Kweli
Stop - Spice Girls
You to Me are Everything - The Real Thing
*ye..byk lagu lama..aku dah tue ok!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Lupakan saja...it's not worth it. If he leaves someone else for you, what makes you think he won't do the same to you.

9. List 5 favorite TV shows
Nigella Express
The Nanny
Doc Martin
Ninja Boy
Little People, Big World

10. Do you have any regrets?
I do..but I don't. Mistakes done in the past has made me into who I am and brought me to where I am today. And I'm pretty happy with who I am and where I am today.

11. Would you be the person that you are if you were to be reborn?
Depends. If the course of my life were to be like how I have gone through..maybe. But I might be a different person if my life experiences were to be altered.

12. What do you want the most at the moment?
Be a housewife without my hubby worrying whether he can afford me not working or not.

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
A person who's been MIA on me for quite sometime. But ni nak emo sikit..he's been a very good friend to me through my Uni years and geng Magis yang best!

Wey Jime!!Sudah2 la pegi kursus tu!!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor..wouldn't miss being married to my hubby for the world!

15. What is your favourite color?
Yellow, Pink and White..but recently have build a liking for Green too.

16. Would you give all in for a relationship?
Yes..Kasih sayang yang tak terhingga dan berbelah bahagi! Chewahh!!

17. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, which one would you choose?
The one that has a future with me.

18. What are the top 5 bands that you listen to or love?
Spice Girls
VE
Pussycat Dolls
entah..aku banyak suke solo artists la..how?

19. Name 3 things you would like to do but never able to.
Bungee Jumping
Be a Professional Dancer
Fly

20. People I have tagged
aku taktau sape yg dah kene tag or buat... so sesape yg bace ni... n x buat lagi... sile buat! *kopipes jawapan jime..

Perempuan En. Sabri

Jam baru pukul 7.30am..aku tgh tido sambil peluk suami yang kurang sihat. Macam mana aku tau kol 7.30am? Baru je tekan snooze button pada alarm aku.

Tetibe...terdengar bunyi lagu 'Funky Bahia - Sergio Mendes' berkumandang kat ruang tamu..

"Bie..phone you" rungut suami..aku malas nak angkat..biarla. Kalau important dia call balik. Tak tau ke aku still tido..

Telefon kembali sunyi. Dalam hati berkata nasib baik bukan phone motorola..kalo tidak mesti tiap 2 minit berbunyi reminder utk missed call atau sms yang masuk. Annoying ok!

Tetibe lagu Funky Bahia kembali berkumandang lagi..demit! Aku gagahkan jugak bangun "This better be important!" rungut aku..

Tgk skrin telefon..nombor yang aku tak store dlm phone aku. Tapi aku mcm pernah nampak..

"HELO!" jawabku marah..

"er..En Sabri ada"

Demit..pompuan ni lagi..dah bape kali dah aku cakap kat dia wrong number..this is not the first time she called..she has been calling me a few times over the last month..

"Bape kali nak cakap..awak salah nombor!!" aku letak phone..

Dah tak bole tido..jantung berdegup dgn kuat sbb hangin! Tetibe phone bunyi lagi...nombor yang sama..

"Ey! Ni bukan nombor En. Sabri la! Saya tak kenal En. Sabri!"

"AWAK JANGAN NAK MENYAMAR! SAYA DAH KENAL EN. SABRI DAH 8 BULAN DAH! KALAU AWAK NAK SANGAT, AWAK AMBIKLA!!"

erk...apehal pompuan gila ni?

Suami di sebelah terjaga.."Kenapa bie?" Aku pun repeat balik apa pompuan gile tu cakap..

"Sebenarnya Bie..I lah En. Sabri" kami berderai ketawa!

Ni kisah benar ok!jadi pagi tadi..Hangin aku! Ni la musibat kalau pakai the same phone number for almost 10 years..I should've stuck to my old habit of changing my number almost every 6 months. Selalu sangat dapat phone call dari org pelik2 ni..

I have kept this psychotic woman's phone number. In case she calls me again and harasses me with her 'En. Sabri'..I'm making a police report and get the police to tell her off! Aku mak buyung laa...takde masa nak ada affair dgn 'En. Sabri'..hell I don't even know anyone by the name of Sabri except for my Ustaz back in TKC..and even so..he has passed away...

I pity the woman..kesian kene tipu dgn En. Sabri..whoever he is to her. But it still doesn't gives her the right to call me at 7.30 IN THE MORNING, BITCH! Aku dah cakap wrong number..wrong number laa...kenapa tak call je En. Sabri tu? Yang nak call jugak aku apehal?

And to En. Sabri..dude..sort your women out and leave me out of it! BASTARD!

*cranky bile org call time aku tgh tido!*

ps: Aku apdet sikit. Shapik dan Buih buat profile untuk en. Sabri. Sila klik Siapa en. Sabri? dan Apa Kejadahnya ini En Sabri?

*disclaimer: sumpah aku tak kenal en. sabri! aku siap tanya suami.."I ni sempat ke nak ada affair dgn org bie?" Suami dgn penuh kasih sayang mengatakan tidak. And plus..IF en. sabri is like how Shafik and Peah profiled him to be..I would be CRAZY to cheat on my suami for a guy like that..and I'm not that kind of crazy..Suami I LOVE YOU!*

*disclaimer 2:saya mintak maap kepada para pembaca yang ber 'bin' atau 'binti' kan Sabri..aku takde affair dgn bapa kamu.dan aku tak berniat nak menyebabkan kamu rasa bapa kamu ada affair dgn perempuan gila itu.dan saya harap kamu semua menerima profile2 yang dilakukan sebagai bahan lucu yang tidak berniat untuk menyakiti sesiapa..sekian...*

*moral of the story..kalau anak aku keluar lelaki..you can be sure his name WILL NOT BE SABRI!! :P*

Fatwa-fatwa akan Datang

*disclaimer: this post was not written by me but merely from a forwarded email i received. Just thought it would be an interesting read. Although some sounds insanely unrealistic, but if any of it do become true then it's really sad...sad to think that our own 'brothers & sisters' has no faith in us in keeping our faith*

An article by a Malaysian muslim on the recent ban by the Fatwa council on yoga

Subject: Fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang - Please read

Makin hari umat Islam makin ditindas dan dikongkong. Bukan oleh orang Cina, atau orang India atau orang Yahudi atau orang Kristian. Tetapi dianiya dan dikongkong oleh orang Islam/Melayu sendiri. Please read on. Selepas fatwa pengharaman yoga, fatwa-fatwa yang akan datang adalah seperti berikut :

Disember 2008
Orang Islam dilarang mandi di kolam renang awam. Di kolam renang awam, akan terdapat orang-orang yang bukan Islam yang memakai pakaian renang yang singkat dan mendedahkan aurat (terutamanya amoi-amoi china yang cun dan seksi). Ini boleh menjejaskan akidah orang Islam. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari kolam renang awam.

Januari 2009
Orang Islam dilarang pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Ketua Menteri Pulau Pinang adalah seorang yang bukan Islam and majoriti penduduk Pulau Pinang adalah orang yang bukan Islam. Apabila seorang Islam berada di Pulau Pinang, beliau mungkin terhidu bau char keoy tiaw yang dimasak oleh orang bukan Islam dan ini boleh merosakkan akidah kita. Cara yang paling baik ialah kita haramkan orang Islam dari pergi ke Pulau Pinang. Orang Islam yang kini tinggal di Pulau Pinang akan diberi elaun pindah sebanyak RM 3000 untuk membantu mereka berpindah ke negeri-negeri yang lain. Perpindahan ke negeri Kelantan dan Terengganu amat amat digalakkan.

Februari 2009
Orang Islam dilarang meminum root beer. Walaupun root beer tidak mengandungi alkohol, namun perkataan "beer" ini boleh menimbulkan keghairan dan kelakuan tidak senonoh di kalangan orang Islam. Dengan pengharaman root beer, orang Islam bolehlah meminum minuman ringan yang lain tanpa was-was. Ginger beer juga diharamkan.

March 2009
Orang Islam dilarang memakan di kedai Mamak. Walaupun mamak kebanyakkannya Islam, tetapi asal usul mereka adalah India dan ada kemungkinan terdapat unsur-unsur India di dalam perniagaan mereka seperti bercakap Tamil dan memakai seluar dalam buatan India. Untuk mengelakkan sebarang syak wasangka, mulai 1 Mac 2009, orang Islam dilarang dari memakan di kedai mamak (kecuali Tun Mahatir kerana dia sendiri mamak kelas I)

April 2009
Orang Islam dilarang bermain ping pong atau table tennis. Ping pong berasal dari negeri China dan oleh yang demikian, mungkin terdapat unsur-unsur agama Buddha atau Confuciusism di dalam permainan ping pong. Ornag Islam yang terlalu banyak bermain ping pong akan terjejas akidah mereka. Sebagai permainan alternatif, orang Islam digalakkan bermain sepak raga (tetapi bola raga mesti buatan Malaysia, bukan dari Thailand).

Mei 2009
Orang Islam yang berkerja dengan kerajaan dilarang mengambil gaji masing-masing. Ini kerana sebahagian besar pendapatan kerajaan adalah cukai pendapatan yang dibayar oleh syarikat-syarikat orang bukan Islam. Orang Islam digalakkan meminta sedekah dari orang Islam yang lain. Untuk memudahkan permintaan sedekah, bakal peminta sedekah digalakkan mencangkung di hadapan bangunan UMNO.

Jun 2009
Orang Islam dilarang keluar negara. Terdapat terlalu banyak godaan yang boleh meruntuhkan akhlak dan akidah orang Islam. Perkara ini telahpun dikaji dengan teliti hasil lawatan sambil belajar ke Bangkok oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan baru-baru ini. Oleh yang demikian, orang orang Islam diminta menyerahkan balik paspot masing-masing ke jabatan immigresen secepat mungkin. Perjalanan keluar negara hanya dibenarkan untuk menteri-menteri dan orang kuat UMNO sahaja, itupun hanya jika diiringi oleh ahli Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan.

Julai 2009
Orang Islam dilarang berfikir di waktu siang. Kebanyakkan masalah jenayah dan maksiat wujud kerana orang-orang yang tak ada kerja berfikir yang bukan-bukan. Untuk membenteras maslah jeneyah dan maksiat, orang-orang Islam mulai 1 Julai 2009, dilarang dari menggunakan otak mereka diwaktu siang. Pemikiran mereka akan dipantau oleh Majlis Fatwa Kebangsaan dengan menggunakan sekumpulan specially trained monkeys. Orang Islam boleh menggunakan otak mereka di waktu malam tetapi pemikiran dihadkan kepada perkara-perkara berkaitan dengan makan dan minum sahaja.

Please do not laugh. Many of the above will become a reality if we do not do anything. The rational-thinking muslims in this country are simply not doing anything. We let a very small minority of narrow-minded idiots to control our lives.

We, especially the Malay muslims, are fast becoming a laughing stock worldwide. We are obsessed with the little little things. When there are so many important things remain to be done, why must the Fatwa folks spend their time on little things.. tomboys, yoga, etc, etc. Why don't we ever hear anything from the Fatwa folks for social justice, eradicating corruption and poverty, protecting single mothers, helping the poors, educating the ummah, protecting the environment or ensuring fairness in society.

If you are a rationale, forward thinking muslim, please speak up. If you choose to remain silent, it only means that you agree with whatever is happening. And do not blame the non-muslims for all our troubles. We are asking for it.

Bukhari Hood
Shah Alam

Ditujukan kepada Rockstar dan Hajime Kindaichi!

Demmit! I've never had to go thru a day at work where I don't 'curi tulang' and YM with my pals..in between work of course *kaver line sikit!*

But today..SEMUA TAK ADA!!!!!!

ai het yuh all!! *rockstar style*

sampai hati biar aku kesepian dan kebosanan di opis!

*ye!ditujukan kepada cik rockstar dan ustad hajime!*

kurang asem aaa kamu ni semua!aku nak gosip ngan sape camni???

*stress..xtau macam mana nak buat waktu bekerja bergerak pantas!i might have to actually DO some REAL work..dem..*

Macam Sama Tapi Tak Semua ok!

*plagiat kopipes dari cik elsa

August
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous *sangat AKU kan?*. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying *haha!explanation yang sangat tepat!sbb tu aku lambat abis blaja!* in need of 'that someone'. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.

Aku selalu impress dgn bende2 cenggini walaupun aku tau bende alah ni adalah syirik kalau percaya..pernah jugak aku terbaca kat newspaper ada ulama cakap kalau bace je horoscope dah kira syirik. Tapi tu cerita lain. tujuan post aku ni lain...

*tapi aku suke baca horoscope..takde la percaya, cume kelakar dgn the similarities sbb baca horoscope at the end of the day (kadang2 newspaper semalam :P)..bukan dari pagi hari. coincidence je tu..bukan sbb horoscope kejadian2 tu terjadi*-->Ustad HAZIM tak bertauliah cakap macam ni tak syirik..hehe (cam sial je aku kene ceramah pepagi selasa oleh jime!) tapi jime..janji kita tak taksub dgn bende2 cenggini kan??kan??kan??

AAAANYWAYY...back to this personality orang bulan August ni..part yang VERY revengeful and mysterious tu I have to say I disagree..kuat berdendam kah aku ni?tak aa...berdendam tu ada laa..tapi takde la kuat. aku lagi percaya pada karma daripada nak berdendam-dendam ni. So far karma has been very FAIR..both to me and to the person yang menganiaya aku. *ye..aku pun sekali sekala ada 'terkena' karma sendiri sbb aku pun tak perfect ok!* Bab mysterious?hahahaha!!if you know me well you will know that I am NO WHERE NEAR mysterious. Very predictable adelah!heh!

Part Always a Suspect..that I have to agree...mungkin sbb aku ni kepochi sikit..so kalo ade bende yang tak kene je..mesti AKU la penyebabnya!haha!teringat zaman kat 2nd College dulu...cam sial je kene tuduh 'jadi naga' dalam bilik member..padahal..I was not even in the room. In fact I was not even IN THE COLLEGE!biasala mentaliti org yang kuat berdengki dgn kami2 yang 'perasan hotstuff' *padahal diorg yang gelar kitorg camtu!*

tapi takpe..seronok bila ingat balik..stok buat gelak aje bile melepak ngan my gurls yang mereng tu!haha! Click here and here for more insights about my mereng gurls!

yang lain2 pasal august baby nye personality tu...banyak betul la..korang jgn taksub perangai aku camtu sudah..nnt syirik ok!

*charming and beautiful to everyone!hahah!yeee lah sangat!*

ANIES & ASHRAFF SINCLAIR? biar betul!!

Discan dari majalah URTV keluaran 15-30 November 2008, Edisi 733



Keji siot ko anies!hahahahahaha!

*aku lagi keji kantoi bace URTV!!dem..*

One Year..

At exactly this hour, on the same date last year..I was being given away..to become a wife. Can't believe it's been a year..

So this is dedicated to my sayang..It's been an AMAZING year sayang..and I love you more and more everyday. Thank you for being you..for loving and accepting me for all that I am..Let's make this last for the rest of our lives..

I LOVE YOU....







I loved you then..
And will keep on loving you til the end..

*next year..baby on board! :)*

Baby Bump - Week 18

Ini untuk cik beeps saya...sorry aa beeps..aku failure sedikit ambik gambar diri sendiri ni.korang tak cukup train aku!hahaha!


Side profile.Dunno if you can see it babe.It's kinda small..mebbe coz i've been losing weight so the tummy is all the baby


Front profile!hehe!iya..aku melebar!hahaha!

Baru sekarang do i look pregnant..hehe!Nanti bila aku dah tau gender aku amik gambar lagi ok?

Puan S!!kene training aku amik gambar profile sendiri!hahah!Ke hazim yang pandai?atau adakah En Buih kita boleh membantu???hehehe!

*I have such talented friends...*

Takde Keje Lain Ke??

Sorry laa..but working on Saturdays mmg buat aku emo sikit. Although I have tons of stuffs to finish but I just can't help but say what's on my mind (lately it's not often I feel like I want to say something about anything).

I was introduced to this blog, The Yoga Instructor Diaries [Click here to view blog] by my friend and I think it's amazing that she has such great passion for yoga and it shows in her physique and the stuffs she's done to promote yoga.

Did you guys know that there's a new fatwa BANNING muslims from practicing yoga?? *sorry aku lagging..dah lame tak bace surat khabar..:P* WTF?????????? I'm sorry laa but I seriously think that these JAKIM ppl truly lives under a coconut shell and have nothing else to do! Pasal ape nak ban Yoga? Ok..pardon my facts about yoga coz I am no expert about it but I do know that yoga is a form of exercise and meditation and is a very good form to release stress. Yes it might have originated from spiritual practices and perhaps even have religious (not islam laa) elements in it. But yoga has been commercialized that the way it is being practiced today is mainly JUST as a form of exercise.

Orang2 JAKIM ni cetek sungguh ke pemikiran diorg?Do they even KNOW how yoga is being practiced???How the hell did they come to the conclusion sampai nak keluarkan fatwa ban Yoga???

What???they're not getting any from their wives at home ke sampai boleh aroused tgk perempuan in their yoga outfits doing yoga?ke stress sbb bini kat rumah tak flexible mcm yoga practicioners so aktiviti kelamin kat rumah dah tak exciting?????Then the solution should be to SEND their wives for yoga classes instead of banning yoga man!!

If the issue is because the women are wearing skimpy outfits while stretching their bodies in positions that deem arousing (to them!)..then suggest segregation, women only yoga sessions..conducted by a female yoga instructor..not BAN the whole thing altogether..

and like the blogger I'm referring to said in one of her open letter to the media..pegi tgk sendiri tempat2 yang org buat yoga tu...if the way they are teaching yoga has religious elements like chanting in sanskrit or hymns (word usage?sorry aa) then only allow non-muslims to go there. But places like commercial fitness centres kalo tak silap aku takde those kind of chants or hymns...just stretching and breathing methods je.

Bodoh laaa diorg ni...nak buat fatwa..tapi taknak kaji betul2 dulu sebelum keluarkan fatwa..tanak buat research betul2..tanak argue the issue and take into consideration ALL the pros n cons of doing yoga BASED ON FACTS and not just stupid assumptions. Bukan nak tgk issue tu from different perspectives..bukan nak BUKAK MINDA tu! dah biasa sgt semua bende kene suap masuk mulut sampai tuhan kasi otak tanak pikir habis2.

Salah siapa?

again I blame our educational system...sbb too academic oriented..too exam oriented..never encouraging students to research, explore, argue about things..stok dok dalam kelas, hafal sebijik2 apa yang ada dalam buku not allowing the students to ask "WHY?" sbb the teachers themselves tak reti nak explain why (or even worse they don't even know why themselves) and end up saying "Because it says so in the book" and cut off the child from saying another word...

also i blame our culture......yes..there are parts of our culture yang I am proud of like adab and sopan santun kita...banyak lagila..tapi our culture jugak sekat kita from being curious.bile curious about something different but may be beneficial, bukan nak galakkan perasaan-ingin-tahu tu..sbb takut nnt org mengata sbb lain dari yang lain so we end up being ignorant about important stuffs, killed our chance of opening our eyes and minds to something new..TAPI bila bab nak mengata hal personal orang lain..CHAMPION lah!SEMUA benda tau...sampai apa mak mentua punya adik punya laki punya sepupu cakap pun kita tau...

orang Malaysia suka nak jadi bodoh..sorry la..aku pun orang Malaysia juga..tapi aku rasa aku tak suka jadi bodoh.Gosip2 yang tak berasas ni aku malas nak campur...

Kalau JAKIM takde keje sangat kat sana..kenape tak keluar fatwa BAN magazine mcm URTV or MEDIA or MANGGA from artis2 lelaki buat sesi fotografi kat tepi swimming pool tak pakai baju?????Itu tanak cakap ape2 pulak....(walaupun sebenarnya tak meng'GHAIRAH'kan langsung...sbb tu tak ban kot...)

*Bodoh*

I am concerned...

Yeay..I have finished my appraisal yang overdue selama hampir seminggu. Biar..Bos jugak yang suke sangat hantar aku kesana-sini sampai aku tak sempat nak menghabiskan bende alah tu. Now all that's left is the report which he wants to see the draft by tomorrow. I have done some so I've got time to say what's on my mind.

The nature of my job or perhaps my company is aimed to saving the environment. So we have all these people coming and visiting our factory. Even school kids.

So yesterday I had 40 form 2 students coming in to learn about recycling. What I found out is saddening..

A presentation that was supposed to take only 45minutes took an hour and a half on to finish. They didn't have a clue as per what is happening to out planet right now.

When asked "Who can give me examples of environmental issues that we are facing today?"..silence...kecuali suara-suara sumbang from the back of the training room.
So i thought..fine..maybe this is too hard. I did finally get a few to say haze and water contamination.
But when asked again "What is causing all these to happen?"
Again all I got was suara2 sumbang.

The best answer to my question "Where does electricity comes from?" "TNB"..selamber..

I mean..these kids are in form 2..they're FOURTEEN YEARS OLD..what's more disturbing is even the teachers don't know...Come on! We are in an age where information is right in front of our EYES! All we have to do is just OPEN OUR EYES...there's the tv, internet, newspaper (ok..so maybe our newspaper is more set on talking about our political crap and stupid gossips about norman hakim)

One student actually came up to me and asked me "Kenape air laut masin aa?Saya tanya cikgu sains saya tapi cikgu saya cakap dia tak tau.."

OMG!!!That was when I got concerned..I'm bringing a child into the world soon..Is my kid doomed too be taught by science teachers who don't even know why the sea is salty? I was deeply disturbed..and disappointed..

What's wrong with the kids today?
Is it because they're so ignorant about anything else but PSPs and cartoons?
Is it because they're not learning enough in school because the teachers are not knowledgable enough?
Is it because our education system is so dated coz our politicians are too busy bitching about each other rather than taking care of the country? The future of our country?
Or is it because their parents themselves don't seem to give the kids the time of day to actually explain and talk about 'stuffs'?Easier to send them off to play their PSPs than bother them with any questions..

Or maybe I am just a sceptical mom-to-be....

OK..maybe to see if I am over-reacting about this..let me get you guys to try the quiz I gave out to them yesterday (which they failed miserably!)

1. Answer true or false
a. Human can consume sea water
b. Melting of ice caps is caused by global warming
c. ALL household wastes are not hazardous
d. Carcinogen is a substance that can cause cancer
e. Producing TEN metal cans from scrap metal saves more energy that producing ONE from raw materials

Subjective questions
2. How much OXYGEN does the atmosphere consists of?
3. What is the LARGEST source of FRESHWATER?
4. Name 2 greenhouse gases
5. Give 2 examples of organic waste

But just so you know..answer for question 1.c is FALSE..why?
1. Your dry-cell batteries and cellphone batteries are hazardous. I won't go into scientific detail but just so you know..1 cellphone battery can contaminate water the size of an olympic swimming pool..
2. Your lightbulbs contains mercury..yes..the white powder in the bulbs contains mercury. And people..mercury CANNOT be destroyed so if released into the air, it will be airborne an can be inhaled by anyone..even you!
3. Your Ridsect (ni jawapan from bebudak skolah tu), your cleaning agents in the house..even your air fresheners (it contains formaldehyde) if these stuffs are not handled properly..it may deem hazardous to you.

So there you have it. If you want the anwers..I'll post it in the comment for this post.

*Save the Planet..Save your Life*

Di Kepit Gate

Aku lambat pagi ni..seperti biasa. Tapi aku salahkan hujan..sbb aku dah keluar rumah awal dari kebiasaan. Tapi KL ni biasa la. Bila hujan je jalan pun jem. Jarang sekali jalan yang aku lalu tu jem..tapi sbb hujan.

Tapi aku pantas sampai ke ofis. Sebelum kol 9. Kalo tidak aku pegi je terus tempat seminar tu..tapi aku kene pi amik budak sengal sorang kat ofis nak tumpang pergi seminar bersama-sama..

Pintu gate masih rosak. Tekan interkom suruh receptionist bukak gate sambil cakap di telefon bersama rakan sekerja yang dah sampai kat tempat seminar.

Gate ni main-main pulak dengan aku. Bukak-tutup-bukak-tutup..kali ke-3 bukak..dah bukak besar sikit. Aku budget dia dah puas bermain-main dgn aku. Dah la lambat ni.

Belum sempat aku melepasi gate...gate tutup..

Yea...aku kene kepit gate automatik kilang aku pagi tadi...
Tangan sakit, pinggang terasa sengal.
Tapi ok kot...takde pun simptom2 yang tidak diingini kepada kandungan.

Salah siapa?

1. Kontraktor gate yang pemalas dah seminggu dipanggil tetapi tamau angkat phone?
2. Salah receptionist yang tolong bukak kan gate?
3. Salah engineer aku yang takde keje jadi bermain2 dgn suis gate? Who is oso si sengal yang aku dtg ofis nak pick-up pegi seminar sama-sama.

Banyak spekulasi (tapi kalau betul yang no.3 tu yang salah..mmg celaka aaaa!). MD aku mengamuk sbb kesian pegawai keselamatan (Safety Officer) dia terkapit.

Sakit! Tapi aku tau korang nak gelak...gelak je lah. Aimann tak kesah!

Dalam beberapa saat aku terkapit tu..aku telah menggemparkan kilang dgn suara lantang aku...satu kilang dengar. Pembesar suara semula jadi aku masih berfungsi..dah lama aku tak test.

Tu je kisah aku...sakit masih terasa..harapannya takde side-effect..

*Hazim..nah!*

Kari di Darus

hehe..no i'm not talking about kari as in the cuisine..but what the subang boys refers to.

Kari=girl(s)/awek cun

Don't ask me why. They have always used that word to refer to chicks. And they have been creative enough to elaborate the word to add some spice in their sessions - Kari Moi, Kari Total..so many..I can't keep track. Don't ask me to explain the meaning coz sometimes they don't make sense to me either. Prolly the best person to refer to is En. Buih. Since he is one of the main AJK of Darussalam.

Anyway..yesterday had a kari session with Sophie and Farah at Darus hence Kari di Darus. AJK2 lain ada la jugak but we stayed on til 11.30PM!!! Bergosip, bersembang sambil melantak sampai lebam!

Nothing much to share actually because a lot of what we talked about were girl stuffs..hehe..Cuma En. Shahir Omar je meng'kari'kan diri dan melepak bersama kami sampai 10.30pm. Best kan bergosip bersama kami kan Shahir? Kami pun seronok bergosip bersama anda..and sungguh banyak informasi..tak tumpah mcm kari!heheh! (I personally think guys gossip more than girls! but i'll elaborate more on that next time)

Well this is just a shout out for Sophie and Farah to say I had sooooo much fun yesterday!! We should get together again and have a similar session soon..tunggu Acad fly lagi ok? And it's OK kak pi..Acad promote ke Jumbo pun we will do our very best to keep you occupied. Jangan sedih-sedih ok Puan S...

Wokeh..dah pukul 1..aku nak balik.

*benci keje hari sabtu!*

Versions of Porn Saloon

If you're expecting stories yang berbaukan kisah2 sebegini on this entry..then you're right. Not by me, but by my friends who took up the challenge I sukati gave them during my previous post. Yes..the Porn Saloon stories..nah..I link their posts here..(if there are more, I'll update) *note to bloggers: kalo anda buat cerita ini sila tinggalkan komen di post "Sila Beri Komen Anda" menyatakan anda telah membuat versi Porn Saloon anda supaya saya boleh link sini k?

Just click on their names below...blog-blog mereka pun berbaloi dilawati

1. Hajime - Nageen (Ular Jadian)
2. Yoshz - Sasha, i accept!
3. En. Buih - Porn Saloon

Thanks guys!hahah..lenkali aku ada gambar menarik, aku kasi challenge lagi wokeh?

*bangga ada member2 kreatif*

Sila Beri Komen Anda

I took this pic sometime during puasa haritu. Tapi phone kurang canggih jadi susah nak load ke komputer..(sebenarnya kurang cyber..heheh!)

Sedikit intro mengenai gambar ini..
Lokasi: Somewhere in Puchong



Macam mana org boleh terpikir nak namakan kedainya sebegini..agak2 mcm mana la servis potong rambut kat kedai ni..

Ok..I feel as if I'm not giving this picture the right justice it deserves and i admit i am not so talented in giving out witty and funny comments when it comes to these kinda things..so I am giving a chance to my other fellow bloggers (esp those of you on my blog list..ye..kamu hazim, peah dan yoshz especially)..do your own version of this pic on your blog and leave a comment on this post once you have done it..Gambar ni aku amik sendiri..so copyright hak aku la kan?takpe..aku kasi kawan2 pinjam..sharing is caring kan?

Saya yakin dgn daya kreativiti anda semua..yang lain nak cuba pun boleh.tapi sila tinggalkan link kamu supaya saya boleh follow up..

*promote blog orang sambil promote blog sendiri..heheh*

Have fun!

Boring New Me

Was going through my spam mails (which I mostly get from Facebook or Friendster) and I was suprised to get a notification for my old blog which I had on Friendster previously. Someone left a comment on one of my old posts (it's about a year old laa) and had caused me to re-read my old posts from that blog.

A walk down memory lane....

I was kinda surprised that I had FAR MORE interesting things to say in my old blog. It even made me think "Was that even me who wrote it?" (Just incase you're curious what my old blog is all about..click here )

Those were the days when I was constantly lost..down on my luck..broke..and basically slightly depressed. Though it doesn't entirely sound depressing, but it has a few posts that I was just fed-up with almost everything.

But somehow..the old me sounded inspiring (chewah..puji diri sendiri! But then sape lagi nak puji aku kalau tak diri sendiri kan?) I somehow sounded pretty optimistic despite the situation that I was really in. And hoooo boy...it truly was a depressing situation. I definitely sounded more interesting that what I post here in this blogsite..heheh!

My conclusion..when life gets you down..that's when you're most inspired..(no wonder there are so many artists who comes up with heartbreaking depressing music..ever wonder why an aspiring artist is ALWAYS struggling and are a junkie for emo depressing situations? Guess that's when they get their creative juices the most...)
But when you're happy and have everything going for you...you become a boring mundane person!hahah!like what I am nowadays! :P

I guess back in the days I had sooooooooo much to complain..and I had soooo much pent-up anger in me..and I had to let it out. But nowadays..honestly I have nothing to complain about. I have almost anything that I could have ever wished for..so I'm not so inspired..or passionate about anything..I'm just so very CONTENT....

Do I like being content? Yes of course...But don't get me wrong..I loved every moment of my crazy life before..both good and bad (OK..so maybe not so much on the bad stuffs) It made me who I am today..someone who appreciates the fact that the cloud has moved on and the sun is shining oh so very brightly. So i'm just soaking up all the sunshine!

I know there will be clouds in the future..but remembering who I was...and how I survived..I guess I will be okay..no matter what the situation..

Just remember that god only gives you a hand that you can handle...because if it doesn't kill you, it will only make you stronger..

*i'm so grown up!wakakakaka!*

Mamma Mia the Musical

Yep! It's true! They're coming to town this December 17 til January 1 at Istana Budaya. 4000 tix were sold since the counters were opened as reported by The Star.

You can go and check out Mamma Mia Musical tickets. They're kinda pricey but i hope they're worth it!

*kene bodek hubby bawak pi tgk!*

Mamma Mia!

It's been a while since i've been out to the movies. And since I have been through some truly terrible 'morning sickness' this week..in order to cheer me up, hubby took me to go see Mamma Mia!

SANGAT WORTH IT!

Made me smile..made me laugh and made the ABBA songs sound funny in a good kinda way! Definitely a movie to catch when you're feeling down and maybe it's a chick flick but hubby enjoyed it just as much as i did.

I overheard somewhere someone said tanak tgk Mamma Mia sbb tak sanggup nak tgk Pierce Brosnan prancing around..to them it didn't seem right. Well..spoiler sedikit. He did NOT pranced around..although he's much better off as an actor than a singer, but it was bearable la.

Donna and the Dynamos ARE HILARIOUS!!!!!Honestly the kind of friendship I wish me and my gurls would be able to have when we are older!

I think it's very smart to actually be able to incoporate the ABBA songs into a storyline. And the storyline is cute! I love the dance routines coz they're soooooo funny!It looked like the entire cast had A LOT of fun doing the movie.

Definitely a movie i'd go and see again when i'm not so under the weather. But even if I am, the movie is sooo sunshiny..puts a smile on your face..

Plus the fact that it was filmed in the Greek Islands..definitely my feel good movie!

5 STARS!!*****

*uh-oh..dunno if it's true or not but I heard Mamma Mia the Musical will be at Istana Budaya this December..will update when I get the facts right..*

Di Kala Bosan

Aku busan..teman setia YM ku (yes..engkau laa Hazim) either tgh tido depan pc atau sebok mengayat awek orang!hahaha! Jadi ini la aktiviti aku
Dipetik dari blok Shafik yang memetik dari blog Peah

Four jobs I have had in my life:

1. Barista Gloria Jean's Coffees KLCC
2. Upgrade skit jadi Barista Starbucks Midvalley pulak! *i miss my freeflow of Grande CM days!i knw my friends misses them too!haha!*
3. PA to Gillian Hung..I was 'the new emily'..ala-ala Devil Wears Prada gitu life aku!
4. Safety Oppiser di kilang sampah!hahaha!

Four movies I would watch over and over:

1. My Best Friend's Wedding!
2. Mary Poppins
3. Sound of Music
4. Disney's Cinderella
*yes..the kid in me lives on!*

Four places I have lived:

1. Kuantan
2. Seremban
3. Setiawangsa
4. PJ

Four TV Shows that I watch:

1. Ugly Betty
2. The Nanny reruns
3. CSI
4. Ninja Boy..*hemo hemo hemo*



Four places I have been:

1. London
2. Vancouver
3. Kobe, Japan
4. Bangkok

Four people who email me most:

1. Whattoexpect.com
2. Facebook.com
3. buihblogspot
4. Bos
*hahah!takde manusia sebenar langsung yang email aku!hahah!*

Four favourite things to eat:

1. Nasi Dagang
2. Mee Kari Hoi Yin, Telok Chempedak!pergh!!!
3. Nasi Lemak mama buat
4. Chilli crab...fatty crab pun ok!

Four places I would rather be right now:

1. Kuantan
2. Starbucks...haven't had my caffeine fix for 3 months dah!
3. Home
4. that's it actually


Four Things I am looking forward to this year (2008):

1. Raya of course!!
2. My week long holiday for raya!!
3. The end of my morning sickness!
4. Vacation(s)..if ada....

And that wraps it up. I have a feeling I might not post anything anymore til after raya (unless hari sabtu ni aku mengulat laa!hehe!) So Selamat Hari Raya kawan kawan semua! Nanti aku buat open house jgn tak datang pulak! Wait for my SMS..heheh!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...ampunkan tersalah kata, tersalah makan, tersalah pinjam dan apa-apa yang tersalah la..
Have fun this raya and drive safe to and from your 'kampung'!

Iklan Raya Favourite 2

Yang ini juga



What's your favourite raya memory/song/iklan?

I miss getting all the duit raya!Now aku pulak yang kene kasi duit raya..aduss..

Iklan Raya Favourite Saya

Ni sebab terjebak layan youtube. Gara-gara aku nak cakap kat Hajime suh tengok iklan raya Petronas yang baru...aku yang terjebak..begitu juga hazim!hahah! Yang penting, iklan tahun ni kurang mantap. Tapi yang ini..I have always liked it..it's what raya should be or feel like..sigh..Raya is not the same anymore now that we've grown kan? Well..slamat menonton!

First Trimester part 2

oh..it gets worse...I am officially experiencing my morning sickness..

Pelik no. 5
Morning sickness only happens on my working days..kenape aaa?

Pelik no. 6
Perfumes...Air fresheners..oh please keep them away from me! I have super smelling senses now and I just can't stand these smells. Masuk keje lagi konpem tutup hidung sambil lari pi toilet. Orang lain tak bau pape pun.....*sigh* Hubby has to mandi before he goes to bed..if he wants that BIG HUG..no perfume...my poor dear..

Pelik no. 7
Low blood pressure. tetiba rasa lemah maksimum pastu mcm nak pengsan. My blood pressure is apparently consistently low although not critical. But low...which causes me to have a really hard time concerntrating on anything. Can't even write properly..

I wish I could just hibernate and keep to myself..Muka mmg pucat most of the time la. I hope this is only for the first trimester. Only a few more weeks to go....

*Very demanding baby this one......*

Aku Bukan Untukmu - Lah & Zaf of VE

After all these years...I'm still crazy about Lah Ahmad's voice! Bak kata Beeps..Suara dari syurga!hahah! It just brings back sooooo many memories and this song is soooo US (perasan..but aku bukan untukmu?..both of us are married to our significant other..)sorry..sorry..bukan nak start kontroversi. I have never had a relationship with Lah ok..well not in real life at least!haha! This song is not new..heck it's a cover version..but *sigh* The gurls and the cuzzies would understand how crazy I am about him.....I still am...



Aku Bukan Untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

*see..we both understand that we're not meant for each other...hahaha! dalam mimpi je la sasha!*

First Trimester

Went to the doctor's last week. I thought I was in my 8th week but apparently the baby only measured to 6th week.

Dah start perangai pelik dah..

Pelik no.1

As you know I just came back from Bangkok. I do apologize but I cannot talk about Bangkok..It makes me want to puke! As a matter of fact..the thought of travelling makes me want to throw up!Don't get me wrong. The trip was ok. But everytime I try to recall the events or the food (not that it was bad) it just makes me nauseous...

Pelik no.2

I kenot puasa..Selalunya not eating the whole day is fine by me. Maybe this is not so pelik la. I am carrying another person in my belly. So saya tak puasa..tapi saya tak bangga dengan fakta ini. Walaupun tak puasa, saya tetap merasa loya.

Pelik no.3

Saya tak suka rumah saya sendiri....I spent the weekend at my in-laws and I refused to go home.It was supposed to be a buka puasa session only (I tried fasting on Saturday..that's how I knew I cannot fast) but we ended up staying there through the whole weekend.

Pelik no.4

Kuat tido. I have not been out of the house after 8pm. I don't seem to have the energy to do so.Saya nak sangat pi lepak kat NZ makan chicken wings dgn kazen2 saya ari Sabtu aritu..tapi sorry la. I couldn't even open my eyes. 8.30pm dah tido!

So far itu aje perangai pelik yang obvious. More to come..I have been warned. Kesian suami saya...

Physically..masih serupa. Cuma org yang dah lama tak jumpa saya mungkin akan cakap saya dah berisi sikit.

But I'm gonna try to be a sport. Here's a little snippet of my Bangkok Trip

Top: Our Drags, Bottom: Pattaya Alcazar Drags

I Don't Wanna Go..:(

It's going to be a long weekend..But I have to go to Bangkok...

Most people would think it's kewl...pegi holiday company tanggung. Tetapi sesungguhnya..I don't want to go..Saya penat. Duduk rumah buli suami tersayang lagi best (nak nak sekarang ni saya dah ada green light untuk lakukan apa saja!haha!)

I hope the trip won't be too much of a drag....and hopefully the Drag Queens of Tex Cycle will pull through and make this trip worth it.

Will update if I have the will to do so..

Till I get back..SELAMAT BERPUASA to all my muslim friends. DAH NAK RAYA WEY!!

haha..aku mmg mcm ni..1st ramadhan dah start dgr lagu raya. Dapat penyakit dari kakak erni ku!hehehe!

Best Gift Ever

I just turned 27 yesterday..and today I received the best news ever..

I'm gonna be a mommy!!!

So happy (and scared) that I dunno what else to say...

He's even more excited that I am..I wish him luck...coz it's gonna be a hell of a ride from now onwards!hehehe!

It should be about 3 weeks now...maybe 4..i dunno. Haven't been to the doc's yet.

Uh-oh...a BIG shoutout to all who wished me Happy Birthday and to those who made it to the gathering last night. Thank you soo much...*smiles and hugs!*

*Best birthday gift EVER!!*

And the winner is...

Results are as you can see..and our blog winner is..

*ROCKSTAR*

ok babe..lu menang..tapi lu main rasuah.. :P

but's it's ok.gua cool..because i am a *superstar*!hahah!

round 2 nanti la.kita kasi siap dulu blog kita baru kita start round2 poll aite?

Target.com

I WANNA GO AND SHOP AT TARGET!!!

I have seen the stuffs on Oprah..

I have gone to the website..

I'm going mental!! Isaac Mizrahi's and Sarah Jessica Parker's designs at less than USD40??the dresses are awesome...a pair of jeans for USD12..tops starting from USD7..and that's only the womenswear!

If I ever make it to Target..I'd prolly dieded! *Thana's & Mama G's word*

Have to go to Target..Have to go to Target..Have to go to Target (if I say 40 times, i hope it comes true!)

I'd post the pictures of the stuffs that i like here, but i risk overloading this entry. Just check out the website yourself and be the judge...

*sigh...i need a new wardrobe*

*superstar* vs. *rockstar*

battle of the stars...

a silly idea that surfaced when *rockstar* taught *superstar* how to 'decorate' her blog. a challenge came to be and now here we are. and we need you..yes YOU who's reading this post to please help us be the judge on who should win this battle.

voting is based solely on the blog which you think is *star strucked*. YES..as superficial as that! and besides..the glam world IS superficial anyway....We would appreciate it if you don't judge us based on our posts because we are not gifted writers but merely bloggers who uses the blog to express our feelings and share our views and stories to anyone interested to know. But you are MOST WELCOME to stop and read our posts and perhaps leave a comment or 2.

voting will be done based on best of 3 polls. the first poll will be done at *superstar*'s blog, the second one at *rockstar*'s and the final round will be done on both blogs.

so for round 1..you may cast your votes at http://thisskiss.blogspot.com
Results for round 1 will be announced on the 14th August..once the poll expires. Round 2 will resume immediately.

this is just for fun..no prizes will be given out..only a few laughs between friends and good sports!

check out the blogsites *superstar* and *rockstar*

watch this space for more details soon!

Orang Gomen!

AKU STRESS!!!

I have been trying to call NIOSH since 2 weeks ago but orang yang aku nak cakap tu takde or tak pickup phone! 2 F***ING WEEKS!!!!

And now aku kene call orang EiMAS pulak...PUN SAMA!!!Yang EiMAS ni lagi best..aku ada EMPAT nombor..SATU PUN TAK ANGKAT!!!!!!!!MACAM HARAM!!!

Ok..I understand you go for your *break* at 10am every morning..But I tried to call you at
9am
9:15am
9:30am
11:00am
11:30am
3:00pm
3:30pm
everyday since 21st JULY!!!It's F***ing 4TH AUGUST!!!!!

KAU PEGI BREAK JUGAK KE TIME2 TU???????????

MAKAN GAJI BUTA! MAKAN DUIT RAKYAT! MACAM HARAM!!!!

Aku stress......

Sape tau time PALING BAGUS utk aku call manusia2 bangsat ni?

Maybank Treats Fair

ohoooo..marketing maybank treats fair SANGAT bagus!! I have officially been seduced by the credit devil!! Thank god I didn't sign up for a holiday..I have MATTA fair happening in September to blame for that. (am planning for a LOOOONG holiday!which is going to burn a HUGE hole in my pocket)


But this is what I bought at the fair..and it's SOOOOOOO worth it!!!

I bought it for RM415...retail price is approx RM600!hihihi!now I'm all geared up for that holiday!tell u when it's all confirmed..i'm a bit jinxed when i hope on something too much!

Leo: I know it's not as nice as your Quiksilver bag..but hey!now we both have our 'new' travel pack to show off..so bile nak holiday sesame ni?

*excuse the 'bimbo'ness of this post! :P*

Masihkah Kau Ingat?

Memula aku nak declare blogging war dgn Beeps. Tapi sedang dlm planning proses, aku terjumpa gambar ni. Terus lupe plan *evil* sbb tergelak tengok gambar ni.

Beeps! Masihkan kau ingat??????

Hahahahaha! Hancur baldi aku!

*perempuan bila emo..bahaya!*

Realizations and 30 things

1. I've come to realize that my last ex:is divorced!padan muka!

2. I've come to realize that when I talk:he doesn't listen

3. I've come to realize that I love:my hometown

4. I've come to realize that my friends:few and rare.

5. I've come to realize that I've lost:my carefree days

7. I've come to realize that marriage is:not something easy.

8. I've come to realize that, somewhere, someone is thinking:that their life is better than mine.

9. I've come to realize that I'll always:get lost sometimes

10. I've come to realize that I have a crush on:hehehehehehe..I'm married ok..it's not right.

11. I've come to realize that the last time I truly cried was:really bad..

12. I've come to realize that, my cell phone:is not as important anymore

13. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning:I dread waking up for work.

14. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night I:imagine things that I can never go back to.

15. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about:my life

16. I've come to realize that I get on myspace:when there's something interesting to look for.

17. I've come to realize that today:is Sunday.Tomorrow kerja and yet I still haven't finished my report!

18. I've come to realize that tonight I will:probably stay up late to finish that stupid report

19. I've come to realize that, my school:were the simplest time of my life.

20. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will have to:go to work.
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1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
haven't seen myself on the mirror yet.

2. How much cash do you have on you?
none.

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
floor

4. Favorite planet?
entah

5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
babah

7. What shirt are you wearing?
none..:P

8. Do you "label" yourself as anything?
used to be crazy..now just confused and misunderstood

9. Name the shoe brand you are wearing.
am barefooted

10. Bright or Dark room?
dimmed

11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
lucky in many ways.hope she realizes it.

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
at wangsa maju eating chicken wings.

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile say?
"Ok..tunggu sat k"

15. Where is your mailbox?
downstairs where everyone's mailboxes are

16. What's a phrase that you say a lot?
"I mean"

17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
who else

18. Last furry thing you touched?
momo the cat

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none

20. When was the last time you had some fun?
when i was with the girls

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
i dunno

22. Your worst enemy?
my lazyness

23. Current image on your desktop?
sunset somewhere i dunno..windows template

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
my skype name is l....

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
money for now

26. Do you like someone?
I guess so

27.what was the last song you listened to?
entah.tak igt

28. If the last person you spoke to was getting shot at, would you jump in front of the bullet?
I don't know

29. If you could punch one person in your life right now, who would it be?
I don't know..can't think of any now..

30. What is the closest object to your left foot?
cushion...

Horoscope: 26 July 2008

Horoscope saya pada hari ini mengatakan saya akan menjadi sedikit materialistik utk hari ini kerana rasa 'NAK!' yang membuak-buak..malah jika saya membayangkan apa yang saya mahu nanti ia akan muncul di depan saya pada masa yang sesuai...

*membayangkan scrambler ku!*

MBS: Can Money Buy Love?

I listen to Serena C & Pietro on the Mix Breakfast Show (MBS) every morning on the way to work. Anyone of you familiar with the station will know the "He says, She says" segment. Sometime they come up with topics that I have a say on. But since the phone lines are always so busy, plus am driving during the segment..I'll have my say here on my own blog.

Today's question "Can Money Buy Love?"

CAANNNNNNNN!! Although I must say it can't buy mine entirely (take note 'entirely'). I have observed some people who are in relationships that are based on money. The MBS crew called it 'Ka-ching! Love'. Honestly..they're not very happy couple. I believe that money can't buy everything..short-lived happiness can la..but eternal bliss..aaahhh....tak boleh!

Actually, it all depends on the person itself jugakla. I mean, if right from the start, your passion/ambition is money..then yes..money can buy your love. But if you're the kind of person who wants the more holistic approach to life (namely moi!) then money alone just don't cut it. Yes, money makes it easier, but admit it..it's not everything.

I actually was asked this question before

"Kau nak kaya ke kau nak happy?"
"Of course happy...kaya tak penting"

He didn't believe me. He thought I was just saying it...that was the last time I went out with him..

If you've read my blog I'm a person lacking in passion. Although I'm programmed to survive (chewah!) but somehow my survival instinct is more towards finding true happiness. I knew I didn't want to end up filthy rich (notice how being REALLY rich is referred to as FILTHY?). My hubby says I'm lurus bendul...sometimes too honest and naive (in certain things ok..am not THAT naive). He says I'm someone yang jujur..(wah..I love you busyuk!) So I don't like it when I know of some fishy or dirty plan going on..I get uncomfortable and I stay away from the fishy/dirty person. I don't take advantage of people EXCEPT when I don't have a choice *survival mode*(I'm sorry again to those yg feel that I'm such person) But when that does happen, I only take what I need at a minimal cost..and I try my best to return/contribute back what I can.

Honestly, I'm scared of rich guys. I know I'd be lying if I say I don't like to be pampered with gifts and such..

But rich guys..haiyo....not my league.

You see..I'm the selekeh type of girl. I grew up with 2 brothers (have an older sister but she didn't want to play with me when I was a kid..thot I was annoying) so I HAD to be one of the boys. I've climbed trees, scraped my knees, 'benjol'ed my kepala, caught a snake and am not squirmy when it gets to reptiles and insects. Very tomboy la..

So dressing up and and wearing make-up and etc..not my thing. I wanted to be a policewoman or a firefighter when I was a kid. But yes..it's the inevitable. I went to an all girls school..I hang out with a group of the most GORGEOUS Engineering students in Uni (yes they are!) So bit by bit..the fashion conciousness crept in la sikit. But I'm still the most selekeh in the group. Til now..(but i am a bit brain damaged now so I do hv my Paris Hilton moments!:P)

So when you have a rich bf.......alamak...expectations sgt la tinggi. U see, my theory is, rich guys likes trophy girlfriends. Prim, proper and pretty (3P) which I'm none of those! I'm more of the 3S type..Selekeh, Sengal and Crazy (it should be 2S and 1C..couldn't think of another S word to describe me). I can never be a TROPHY! I don't want to be a trophy anyway..I'm too smart and loud to just 'be seen not heard'.. :P

But there are girls who are the 'trophy' type. It's ok...the rich boys market are ALL yours! I'm off the market anyway.

So there you have it...Money can buy love, but just not mine.

Overkill

Bought my new deck of Magic the Gathering..hohohoh!It's called 'Overkill'

If you believe anything worth doing is worth overdoing, then the "Overkill" deck is right up your alley.

Will be rounding up the old MTG friends this weekend and I'm stoked!!!Guys..lookout for overkill! It's gonna burn worse than Ghitu Fire!

Get ready to meet my new innocuous army..

And plus some cataclysmic sorcery..

So okay..I am quoting all those bogus words (innocuous and cataclysmic?barely know what it means..but it sounds mean!:P) from the box..but I soooo want these cards! They're definitely polluted and corrupted!




Checkout the rest of the Shadowmoor visual spoilers!

Amacam geng? Dah takut??this soooo gonna be more offensive than my previous deck! Although still sakit hati my whole collection got burned together with the 'attached relationship'..this new deck just made up for it...

*just like the old days*

Why spotlight *superstar*

Before you guys get any ideas about my previous post..I'm OK..I have my emo moments and although what I wrote is true, I don't hate my life. There are days that I wish it could be different..but in the messed-up-course I had to go through..I'm content. I think I'm a good person. Better than most but with lots of room for improvement.

On a different note..

I changed my blog name today. Have been thinking of doing so for a while now. Today I will tell you the story of how I came about with spotlight *superstar*

Spotlight
I have this friend..his name is Scott Russell. My classmate from Uni. We were pretty tight back then (he extended an extra semester just for me..so he says..papehal pun i still think that's sweet of him *smiles*) He sits next to me when we have the same class, and most of the time we are in the same group for any assignments. He sometimes calls me "Boss"..he still does til today..

So we spent a lot of time together. And NO! we were never an item! But one day, a junior(maybe..he didn't really know the person was or do you Scott?) came up to him and asked

"Tak pegi lunch dgn your gf ke today?"
"Sapa?" looking confused
"Sasha la.."

He WAS waiting to go for lunch with me that time but he didnt answer that person..he just buat donno..

So when he saw me that afternoon he told me the about the conversation..and he came to a conclusion..

"Do you noticed tak...whoever that hangs out with you will become well known in the campus.."

He wasn't pissed off that we were gossiped about, he kinda found it funny because a total stranger can come up to him and say such thing. He didn't know that he was being observed in campus.

Then Scott said

"Kau ni mcm spotlight bah! Whoever crosses paths with you becomes famous.."

I gave it a little thought and agreed...

*superstar*
Me and my girls (Beeps and Sophie laa) used to have this very bad habit during final exams. We study together a lot and by studying I mean laughing and gossiping.

So this one night..while we were seriously studying in Beeps & Sophie's room..I suddenly broke out and said..

"Aku nak jadi superstar la..walaupun takde bakat nak nyanyi atau berlakon..tapi aku nak jadi superstar..Kalau aku kawin dgn celebrity kau rasa aku boleh famous tak?"

Then we all start listing out the eligible celebrity bachelor in Malaysia...takde yang sesuai..

"Kalau aku la kan" said Beeps "Aku nak jadi penyanyi yang famous menyanyi atas pentas..alaa..macam video clip Mariah Carey Never Too Far Away tu!! Pastu ada orang baling bunga kat atas pentas..aduh! Bestnya!!!!!" dengan penuh syok sendiri...

We agreed that that was achieveable..Beeps can sing..

"Aku nak jadi perempuan cabaret..." said Sophie..
"Aku akan pakai dress merah dalam club sambil tengok live band"
"Pastu duduk macam ni" starts a sultry pose..
"Siap dgn rokok kat tangan" conjures up an imaginary cigarette..

And we all break into a laugh..Sophie is the biggest drama queen ever with the funniest imagination (which she's sometimes very serious about)..and I love her for that..

Ever since that day, I held on to the *superstar* dream. I would revisit it every final exams week. Sometimes I'd want to be Paris Hilton (being an engineering student can actually give you brain damage and make you want to become a bimbo sometimes!:P) but that's a different story..

But the truth is..

It must be my name....

You see..my full name is Nur Syahira and in arabic

Nur = Cahaya;Light --->Spotlight
Syahira = Kemasyhuran;Fame ---> *superstar*

So there you have it..

Welcome to spotlight*superstar*..the mind of the confused and misunderstood and sometimes just plain crazy....:)

I Don't Have Passion

Just realized this fact about myself..I never do anything wholeheartedly...ikhlas..tapi tak sepenuh hati...

Am having a very sleepy day at the office today. So have been browsing through everyone's pictures (facebook la..ape lagi). Looking at Beeps..all the way there in Sydney. Doing her Masters, frantically telling me "Shaaaaaaa...aku rasa nak balik mesia je after first day" coz apparently..it's a tough course. Although I know she only needed someone to hear her out..I know she can do it. No matter how hard it is..she will make it..

Because she has passion...

Sorry Beeps if I tell this story without your permission, but please know that I'm only telling it because I am so proud of you.

Beeps messed up her first year in Uni..Really messed up..thank god UM was not like UTM (Universiti Tendang Menendang) she barely survived second year too (mind you..I was in the same boat too!) But come third year..something happened to her...Passion..She started to ace all her papers to the extend that even the lecturers were surprised. From a student with a pointer below 1.0, Beeps graduate 3.07 (*correct me if salah k babe). She is currently employed by UMS and is sent to Sydney (full Scholarship) to continue her Masters so she can one day become UMS's lecturer. *her students won't have a chance to tipu her..she can say been there done that because SHE HAS been there, done that*

You see..I am a VERY smart girl (bukan niat nak membongkak)..I can study the night before a paper, not knowing a single shit I did the whole semester and pass the exam the next day. But there lies the problem...I passed...For a VERY smart girl..I should've EXCELLED...

Are we all born with passion or do you instill it? Let's assume that we're born with a little passion..

I was the best student in my town at the age of 12. Gave me my ticket to continue my studies in the best all-girls boarding school in Malaysia - Tunku Kurshiah College. My parents got divorced when I was 11, mom re-married immediately..I was broken hearted and a little bit confused. Home was not home coz I didn't even have one (was moving about so much). So school was all I had. Actually, I didn't study that much..I just had greaat teachers.

Went to boarding school..I think TKC saved me. God knows what I would've become if I were to go to a normal day-school with a household I had at that time. No one paid attention to me. I was a nobody. My parents were nobody, I was nothing special either..everyone there was just as smart or maybe smarter with parents who were somebody..or at least parents who paid attention to their kids. I was alone. Whether I like it or not there..I have to survive..I don't have anywhere else to go..

First year was awkward..2nd year was plain cruel but I have good friends and the person I want to thank the most for making my TKC experience priceless is Dektutt..my oh-so-blur deskmate who was confused when the other girls asked her "Macam mana kau boleh tahan dgn Sasha?" because she said "Nak tahan ape?" Aku sayang kau Dektutt..for just being you..

Politics in TKC was vicious...you can say it's a girls thing...

I made it big in 3rd year...I joined the right thing and played the right sports. Mom was surprised I could even play a sport....."Boleh ke kau ni? Lembik semacam je aku tgk" I was the school Basketball player and athelete..for one of the best team in Seremban at that time..I even made it as House-games Captain in Form 5. This coming from someone my mom thought was lembik.

Form 5..graduation dinner...mom came for the ceremony, then left because she did not want to be face-to-face with my dad..dad stayed for dinner..Rewind back a month prior to the dinner..
"Syahira, mak dan ayah kamu ni nak letak meja macam mana?" one of the teachers asked. She knew my parents were divorced..I said "Tak tahu..meja lain2 la kot"...

I was heartbroken that night..it was my graduation dinner...everyone else had their parents and siblings fussing over them..I was trying to digest the happenings of the night..hearing hate statements coming from my parents about the other.

I scored my SPM..got offered to go to the BEST local university in the Country..Universiti Malaya.

You see..no one back home ever bothered to find out what happened to me in school. All they knew was that I was in school..no need to worry. But they didn't worry to the extend that they didn't even care if I was ok or not, if I was doing well or not..I practically failed every single subject during school. God knows how I actually scored my SPM. I think that was peer pressure.

The same scenario in UM. Maybe even worse. They have the nerve to question why I took so long to graduate...did they even know what was happening to me when I was there? Thank goodness I had study loan. But that was only enough to pay for the tuition fees and accomodation. What about food? I was juggling my study and work schedule. I was with Starbucks for 4 years..sacrificing weekends and public holidays and term break..to work. My only means of income for my food and whatever else I needed for school. Had friends using their loan/scholarship money to get that new handphone or that new pair of jeans...I had to spend wisely so I don't end up starving.

I did finally graduated..the last one in my class to do so. So I was alone. I put my feet down to my parents saying I can only bring 2 persons into the hall when I graduate..and only Mama n Babah can be there. They haven't met each other in a while. They were divorced about 15 years ago and both have a new life..They refused to talk to each other that day let alone sit beside each other in the hall..It broke my heart..again..

I guess that's why I don't have any passion left. My heart is so broken that all that's left for me is just to survive. Quite often I get lost in myself not knowing what I want for myself. I only know how to please other people..and only survive. Being selfish sometimes...is only a part of me surviving..

So to those people who i've hurt when I was being selfish...I'm sorry..I had to...

To those of you who helped me survive..Thank you! You know who you are and only god could ever repay you...

Can I buy passion?